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lord. okay, look, theres absolutely no way im going back and copy-pasting all the decor from any of the other pages, and since i didnt link the css file (because every page is different hahah!!!!) yall are gonna have to see a bare html file... yeah...
today is the first day of summer, and where i live it got up to 84F which isnt a lot but JSESUS!!!!!!!! at least i dont have to deal with school anymore!!!
see the thing is i want to organize my code so badly because i have each page on its own css-wise, i literally but < style > and the entire thing over and over again for most of the tabs on here!!! its getting old!!! hopefully i can do that soon, because honestly i hate doing things haphazardly like this. plus, i realized that the content of your site is more important than the looks, so again thats why this looks like it does. i dont know, i havent even updated here in a while because things have been super busy for me. i might put photos of my graduation and things ive been doing, but my school didnt do that well and i dont wanna show my face or anything........ im so paranoid ill accidentally give away too much information and then i get a dm with my full address..... okay thats really unrealistic BUT IT HAPPENS!!!
today i went to the farmers market and i was gonna buy some plums, but we didnt have time :-( instead i got some swiss chard, strawberries, and also italian bell peppers!! ive never seen bell peppers like that, but they tasted more acidic than regular ones. look at how pretty they are though!!!!!! they were a little smaller than regular bell peppers too, so i had to get some!!!
today was really shitty!! first thing, because of the way that my household gets its income, i cant go anywhere from 8am-5pm on weekdays!!!!! i dont wanna be ungreatful, but its caused all of my summers to feel like quarintine. and thats wonderful for my mental health.
ALSO i finally picked up my bass after a couple weeks!!! i got to learn about half of banana man, and i really like it actually!! the song itself is... iffy but the tab is really rythmic and easy to pick up on after a little bit!!! hopefully i can get a good recording at some point and maybe ill put that up here!!! sadly because it had been a while since i played all the calluses on my fingers disappeared and now my hands hurt a lot :-(
the other day i was talking w my friends about the new good & evil vinyl announcement, and i remembered how needlejuice actually confirmed that they would be reissuing hip to the javabean and damn skippy a while ago!!! i dont know how the conversation got there,, but i dont know if they would revise the disc/cover art... look, i love them, but it just looks interesting..
i do like how the inside cover looks here though!!! the magenta is more subtle than on the front...
but the damn skippy cd looks pretty sick!!! it looks actually similar to the cover!!!
recently ive been struggling with some eating issues, and today i overate :-( my stomach hurts so badly... i was considering making a vent blog a couple times for it, but at the same time i dont want to give it any power. i guess ill just try to get all my nutrients because the last thing i want is to be deficient or have any health problems from it.
honestly i dont know why i even created this blog, because i dont really have that much to talk about other than myself. because of my hashtag draining mental health, all i can focus on right now is either overdosing on melatonin or scrolling through youtube. yeah.. i took six today WHICH I DIDNT MEAN TO DO but hopefully i can be more motivated in the future to work on this site more!!! the last thing i would want is for this to collect figurative dust.
anyway, thats it for my silly little life update. hopefully ill feel better next time. bye!
hihihihi!!!!!!!!!!!!! this week has been absolute ass for me!!!!!!!!!! before today, i havent gone outside or left my house for four days!!! it doesnt seem like a lot, but self-isolation is a really big deal for me. like, i need to be around people a LOT or else i get super depressed. which is what happened. but its fine because today i was in the car for a total of 4 hours doing absolutley nothing!!! we just ran a lot of errands, is all.
i feel so tired, and i ate so much today....... why cant i just have one thing in my life thats normal ISTG everythings fucked up lmaooo
anyway i also started coding again today with the intent of actually adding a border image and instead i worked on the ACTUAL image for like 20 minutes, and then couldnt figure it out. maybe the w3schools tutorial was wrong??? or maybe III did somethign wrong??? idk if yall have advice please help
right now im listening to hyakugojyuuchi 2003 and it actually has a sick bassline??? i wonder if anyone figured it out yet... honestly this song makes me so productive maybe its the bpm??? UGH i hate the schmorky part or whatever i think thats him but its so unnessicary and he sucks anyway... i listened to an edit of it once where they took it out and it sounded so much better HHJHDHDH but yeah the bassline is so funky!!! maybe its on the internet somewhere bc thats all ill be thinking about for the next 3 days.. ive actually been trying to practice my bass more because the calluses on my fingers arent really there anymore and now it hurts like HELL to play :-((( but ive been practicing some new songs and if i actually work on it enough i mayy be able to put some covers here!!!!
but yeah rly sorry about that vent earlier it hasnt been the best lately but i hope yall r well and your summers are good!!! i hope to actually have some real updates soon if i can have enough energy!!!
hiiiii!!!!!!! its been over a week since my last blog entry, so heres another one!!
this past weekend i visited my friends in the northern part of my state, and it was really fun!! they live in a small-ish town with a pretty beach, and we collected shells and baked!! well, i mainly baked. it was really fun, despite the fact i didnt pack well enough and i had to freeze to death on the beach...
on friday i woke up to the most awful news i had gotten in a while... in america, roe v wade got overturned and now abortion is illegal in over half the country. i know a lot of people are sick of hearing this news, and im one of them. heres some resources for how to help. i hope everyone is taking care of themselves and making sure to take a break from social media and news outlets. stay safe!!
hii!! i realized i havent done an entry in a while,, so here it is!! my summers been kind of uneventful, but ive been working on my hobbies a lot, which is good.. ive baked a LOT of stuff since school got out, and i was thinking of making a page dedicated to what ive made!! i cant start working on it though because i still have to finish the animal crossing shrine :-(( its so hard to make one and im rly stuck on the design at the moment.. i might just put it to the side for a while..
anyway, i signed up for a glassblowing camp at my local industrial arts center last winter, and i just found out i could actually do it!! im really excited, but i dont think ill know anyone there.. im kinda nervous even though ive done a class there before, and i know i eventually talk to people, but i dont want to deal with that again :-(( my sister'll also be there, but shes going to another class. at least ill know someone!! i dont know what the class is specifically about, so hopefully we'll make something cool!! molten glass is really dangerous though, so ill have to be really careful..
anyway thats all today!! hopefully this was entertaining i guess