5/3/23
okay todays been going pretty weirdly.... i mean it was okayish at first like i wore a new pair of pants that look a bit weird on me,, and i was sorta late.. its a wednesday so i have all 7 classes as opposed to just three... UMM but yeah i got around 6 hours of sleep yesterday bc i said something wrong to my girlfriend and hurt her feelings and then this mornign i was tired and didnt really wanna talk which hurt her feelings AGAIN and im jst like idk i feel so shitt because i dont really know what to do and she said wed talk about it later but she didnt wanna talk during any of our classes or lunhc.... FUCK!
its been cold and rainy but me and my friends went to this donut shop thingy and we got hot chocolates :) that was nice but i jst cant stop thinking abt her and i feel so bad i have no idea what to do.... also i hate my hair so much and today was the one day i forgot to brign hairties so i cant braid it and i jst loook like this...... im in coding class rn and i dont really hace any assigned workk... i mean i do need to finish a paragraph for english so ill prolly do that after this :P blehhhh okay also its our 3-month anniversary and i ruined it ANYWAYS BYE
5/6/23
the sixth day of may... :P today was definitely interesting.. UGHUFHJHS anyways so today i woke up at like 11am so that much better than the past couple of days,, and i went thrifting with my girlfriend :)) orgiinally it was gonna be her and our friend but she lied and said she was busy so she didnt have 2 hang out w him :P i feel kinda bad abt it but also i didnt rlly know abt that until after i like had left.. but my mom picked us up and it was fun having her in my car,, i was afraid she was gonna b judgy which is also why im afraid 2 have her come over (but thats a whole other story) but she was rlly nice abt it :)
we went to about 4 thrift stores, boba, and we went to a bookstore which was fun!! i bought a single t-shirt and they only bought a button,, but it was still really nice spending time with her!!! we even sang team by lorde bc my mom was playign it and it wa rlly fun :))) i met their grandparents too bc they were in town and that was nice,, theyre really nice :-) i did cry on the way back to my house though because like i was really overwhelmed and like thinking about my stupid parents again and their family and like my house and it was like a whole thing,, i ended up jst laying in my bed for a while but i did end up feelign better later abt it :P WHATERVER
umm but once i got home after i cried i decided to listen to a new albuma and fix my pants,, i have a couple sewing projects i need 2 do but ive been really busy lately w school and friends so i havent rlly got the chance to :( + theyre like my favorite pants ever so i wanna make them last as long as possible :) the new album was umm OH it was Q: are we not men? A: we are devo! and it was okay,, i didnt really get through it all though :P i think if i listened to it a couple more times i might like it,, but the futures uncertain....
anyways thats all,, ive felt really weird these past couple days but i guess its that time of year.. bye bye!
5/9/23
hihi!! its the ninth now! wow! im definitely running out of things to talk aboutt, i dont think ill be doing this again TwT i mean hypothetically itd be cool to see how i am everday for a month, but sadly my life isnt that interesting,, all i talk about is music or my girlfriend LOL
UMMM whatd i do today... algebra was fine.. someone i never really talk to decided to move seats to sit next to me after i chose another seat and i dont really like them but they watned to talk to me so WHATEVER (im bad at reading social cues so i could totally be wrong) also i had to do a presentation for combustion engines and that went well i think :P i went to my girlfriend's house afterschool and it was pretty fun but i felt kinda uncomfortable and sad and i feel bad abt it now... i should update my site other than jst my blog OMG i feel like i never have enough time though i mean i have to write two essays and a slideshow and study for two tests and worry about prom and my birthday and mothers day and i have to finish a book and OMGSHDKJFHKJHSFKJHFJK:HKEJHFUKG GWRB LJIXFBIUUJOGMULY*O:YUGMC JBYLI*O&TYJGC YTI*HOHTJFGNC
hmmmm i wonder when my damn skippy cd's gonna ship...... it said itd be here in mid april but its may now and i know i preordered it in february but whatever :) itll be here eventually and its so pretty so its worth the wait!!!
5/12/23
i forgot to do the last two days but hello its my birthday and i got two cds from my gf which was rlly nice and i also went to prom and that was fun it was on a yacht and it was coldish and it was actually only kinda half fun bc i kinda tend to ruin things for myself BUT i liked dancing w my gf and sitting on the bench near the front outseide adnd it was like really nice.. we took photos bc there was a photobooth and they came out so bad TwT i still love them bc we look so cute ♥ theyre now hung up on my wall :P
other than prom like idk its been okay,, i saw my old teacher in the morning bc theres a strike in my old school district when i went to a public elementrary school,, so i saw them in the picket line n it was weird LOL thats kinda it for interesting things that happened that day ok bye
5/15/23
HIII today was okay i mean it kinda sucked but thats mainly jst because i had to write almost all of my history essay (800 words in two class periods) and i had a headache BUTT i mean i got into an argument with my girlfriend and they made a really really mean joke about me so i didnt rlly talk to them for a little while... umm but i did practice bass for abt an hour and that was funn ^_^ i love that emoticon sm sm its so cute and like it jst discribes my mood so perfectly
i dont wanna blog bye
5/18/23
HIII today was rlly fun!! i hung out with my gf a lot and i got gummy octopi for lunch :33 i worked on my english essay a lot which was hard because it's not my strong suit at all... afterschool me n my friend made bombs for our physics final and my gf also tagged along n it was so fun!! one of them didnt work but we made a dry ice bomb and it set off in my hand :0 it was jst because it built up a lot of pressure but it wasnt exploding so i had 2 open it :P still,, it was pretty fun,, and we stayed afterschool for abt an hour so our teacher could supervise :-) i liked today,, i wore a nice outfit and me n my gf talked abt summer n it was jst rlly great :)
5/21/23
Hii today was pretty fun too,, i spent the morning cleaning and then helped out my gf with her history final,, i did the filming ♥ it was fun, i was rlly tired from staying up late last night so i wasnt rlly having tons of fun but it was still nice :-)) afterwards me and my family went to a greek festival and got some nice food which was fun ^_^ then i worked on my english essay (which is also my final) and like yeah it was fun! fun fun fun!!!!
5/24/23
hii... today i went to the city with my girlfriend after i got done with my morning final bc my afternoon one was a free period.. it was fun,, we went to a park and the piers and talked and i took the subway home :)) what wasnt fun was the hour long argument i had with my mom about it because i didnt tell her and she hates me and doesnt let me do anythign NAYWYAS BYE
